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Aug 27

So damn pissed off...


Anger builds up inside of me like a volcano ready to explode The anger inside of me grows like cancer spreading fast and Destroying me But that anger has to come out some how Before it kills me and builds up inside of me There are times that is not good for me to show my anger to myself
And others because it is very destructive
Sometimes it is difficult for me to control my anger

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Don't wanna say much about my anger...I'm just pissed off and trying to get over it. Fuh!
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Aug 26

WS Debate article three

Yeah!! Finally the trophy is returned to the college. Just now, my friends and I were extremely nervous while waiting for the result to be announced. I even couldn't sit properly and my palms were sweaty. It was like everything was set in a slow motion. The moment the emcee announced the 3rd and 2nd runner-up winners, I already started to feel agitated because I knew we're gonna get either the first or second place. Everybody was totally silent and waited patiently for the announcement to be made.

Everybody in the auditorium were only have to wait for the 1st runner-up winner to announced in order to know who's gonna be the champion. Therefore, the climax of the event was when the emcee announced the 1st runner-up winner which happened to be received by the Swinburne University of Technology. All of us were screaming joyfully and some even almost cried because...the only winner would definitely none other than our college! Yay!

Neil and I trying to be 'cool'

The moment before the result

The mock cheque...money...money...money!

I know...I know...it's not gonna be mine...fine!

The champion lads...congrats!

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Aug 25

Monday Blues



What the heck? I woke up (reluctantly) today and realized that it is Monday. I was grumbling and groaning about Monday, unwilling to let go of the lovely, lazy Sunday. The first thing that I did was bitching about my damn alarm clock which I snoozed it for a couple of times. Then, in the darkness I struggled myself to look for my glasses. Shit! Damn my short-sightedness.

I thought to myself, why would people all over the globe would hate Monday? It is simple. Contemporary man is completely sold to the idea of the weekend and, therefore, horrified by the idea of working seven days a week. People drag themselves through workdays so they can relax in the evenings. They endure the week so they can have the weekend. Right?

Monday is really a mundane day for some of us. Monday means I had to tune myself from the slobbing-mode to studying-mode. That's the tricky part. *sigh*



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Aug 23

We're good...no worries



Last night, I was out boozing with my two boozy friends at the clubs somewhere in town. Since I had to sacrifice my holidays for joining the debate, I thought it would be much better if I bring my guy-friends for a guys-only-outing. Firstly, we went to the first club and it was quite happening and almost everybody in the club was busy shaking their booty. Without wasting any time and since the 3 of us were determined to get ourselves intoxicated, we proudly walked into the club, took our seats and ordered the prerequisite stuff-the drinks! We were just about to warm ourselves up but the club seemed to call it a day. WTF! It was so damn early. We just got there and we didn't even have the chance to hit the dance floor!

So, after we finished our drinks, the 3 of us decided to go this particular club which happened to be not so far away from the first one that we went to. To our surprise, the club was better as compared to the previous one since it was more happening and yes...lots and lots of bootylicious chicks. The club was crowded and we can't find ourselves a place to sit and we had no choice than to stand close to the dance floor. It was not that bad actually since we were standing next to the hotspot and 1 of my boozy friends looked like a kid who is looking at pornography for the first time. Pun intended! Haha...

I guess it was not a perfect time for the 3 of us. We were just about to feel the fun and all of a sudden the DJ stopped the music and a bunch of people started to run away. Damn! I knew something gonna happen and I was right, the club was raided by the Customs. Honestly, I was quite nervous but I tried to look cool as possible. *Grinning* No worries! We didn't take any illegal stuff or whatsoever. We're clean and I'm 21-legal age. Besides, they were just Customs and they were just doing their job by checking all the liquors. So after showing our ID, we went out from the club and bounced to the crib. *Sigh*


We're cool....


No worries...we have our ID.
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Aug 21

WS Debate article two



It was so close yet so far. That's how I describe today's debate. Our long and winding road towards the final of the debate competition was finally ended and left my team (UKM Team B) with bittersweet memories. Until this particular moment, I still couldn't accept the fact that we didn't make it to the final. Argh! Knowing that I'm not gonna represent the college again next year even broke my heart into pieces. I just hope that my team mates will not feel discouraged with this loss and continue striving and giving the very best next year. Frankly speaking, I feel quite guilty in a sense that I could've contributed a lot for my team in which I've failed. Sorry guys. Perhaps I had put up a high expectation for my team and failing to achieve what I would've expected. The feeling was too bad and at the same time I feel bad about myself. *Sigh* Nevertheless, I'm glad that my team managed to get through to the semi-final.

P/S: For both Tse Ming and Felicity, I congratulate and salute both of you for making it to the grand final. Hopefully, this year we will bring back the trophy to our college! All the best!


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Aug 19

WS Debate article one

The most awaited day has finally arrived. Today, I left for UiTM Samarahan Campus for this year’s Yayasan Sarawak World Style English Debate Challenge Trophy. This year, the Yayasan Sarawak jointly organised the competition together with UiTM.


The participating teams:-

1. UiTM Sarawak

2. Universiti Malaysia Sarawak (UNIMAS)

3. Swinburne University of Technology Sarawak

4. Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) Bintulu campus

5. INTI College Sarawak

6. Institut Perguruan Batu Lintang (IPBL)

7. Institut Perguruan Tun Abdul Razak (IPTAR)

8. Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM-IPBL Link) >>> I’m in this team!

9. ICATS College

10. Sedaya International College Sarawak

11. Pusat Teknologi & Pengurusan Lanjutan, Sarawak (PTPL)

Actually, there were nothing much to say for today. We were just went there to register ourselves and started with the first round of the public speaking competition. I was overwhelmed by the spirit and enthusiasm showed by my team members today. Wah! They were like so into this thing especially the freshies. Keep the spirit up guys!

I’ll keep you updated on what is happening in the debate. For now, I am so exhausted and need to sleep early. Chow!

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Aug 18

I am a Kadazan


"Tanak Dusun ka nga amu ih ma koilo do mimboros Dusun.
Tanak Dusun ka nga amu ih ma karati Dusun.
Tanak Dusun ka nga mibooros ih ma Malayu.
Tanak Dusun ka nga mimboros ih ma Nonggiris.
Osonong da do koilo ngai mimboros Dusun, Nonggiris, Malayu om suai ngai …

Nokuro gia molohing tokou tu amu minongubas dati mimboros Dusun di laid?
Nokuro gia molohing tokou tu minongubas dati Malayu kampung di laid?
Nokuro gia tu binarasan yati do ‘Saya saput kau!’ di laid?"

Quoted from J Martin's Blog

Translations for those who don't understand the above:

A Kadazandusun but couldn't speak their mother tongue.
A Kadazandusun but couldn't understand their mother tongue.
A Kadazandusun but prefers to speak Bahasa Melayu/Malay language.
A Kadazandusun but prefers to speak the English language.
Nevertheless, it is good if ones can speak Kadazandusun, English, Malay and other languages...

But why do our parents "drilled" us to speak Bahasa Melayu than our mother tongue?
But why do our parents "drilled" us to speak "Bahasa Melayu rojak (street language)" in the first place?
Why do we were told by our parents, "Saya saput kau!" when we were young.
* "Saya saput kau!" means "I'll smack/spank you!". Parents usually say this to their mischievous children.

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Being raised in a modern-yet-conservative Kadazan family, I somehow felt backfired by the statement above. Why? As a Kadazan, I suppose to master my mother tongue which I obviously do not! But hey, at least I do understand most of the phrases in the Kadazandusun language. I know for a fact that some of the new generations are hardly able to speak nor understand the language. *Sigh*

Everytime I go back to kampung, I feel quite awkward communicating with the people there due to my limited vocabulary in the language. I know if I try to speak the language, I would sound very keras or very 'technical' if you know what I mean. I might also become the subject of laughter to some of them. Hence, all of a sudden, a bubbly person turned into a very timid boy. The worst thing is, people tend to perceive me as a snobbish person which I am not. Really.

My parents do speak Kadazan to me at home but not that much. Besides, living in a so-called 'melting pot' residential area where my neighbours are consisting of different ethnicities and even nationalities do not really help much. Only a handful of them that I know are Kadazans and I very seldom use my mother tongue to communicate with them. I usually use Bahasa Melayu and even English! Basically, I speak very little Kadazan as compared to my relatives and friends in kampung. Sometimes I feel envy to them because they Kadazan is like so sing-song. How I wish I could be like them.

The thing for sure, I am trying to improve my Kadazan. In baby steps of course!

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Aug 13

Mind Your English



The sign above indeed hilarious and whether you realize it or not, this sign depicts the standard of the English language in our country. Sadly, there are so many signs/advertisements with broken English or Manglish everywhere in this land called Malaysia. Malaysia Boleh??

What have been done by all our English teachers so far? After looking at the sign, I remember the "Go straight. Don't belok-belok" advertisement on the telly. Haha...Fellow English teachers! Take immediate action and do something.

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Aug 09

08-08-08…what a day!

On this day, EIGHT of us (Ambun, Nurul, Wawa, Crystal, Sze-Ern, Visha, Olivia, and I) were called up to the office for a something we did on the previous day. Actually, the thing that had happened was that our passes that we’d left at the guardhouse were collected by this stupid-moron after he saw us went out from the college at a wrong time. *Shit* Presumably, we were not supposed to go out during lecture time. In fact, we actually went out after the lecture time and our lecture happened to finish earlier on that day. To make the eight of us feel guilty, that supposed-to-be-unnamed person made a statement that we're not allowed to out after 1 pm! WTF! Consequently, we had to see this so-called disciplinary teacher at the office to get our passes back and the claiming process is not that easy whereby we had to undergo a session of questioning and had no choice than to listen to the mundane lecture. *Shit* Nevertheless, it didn’t really bother me actually. Like what other people say, let bygones be bygones.

After that fucking boring session at the office, my friend and I decided to go out for shopping to unwind ourselves. This time around, we left the college at the right time…hehe…

The name of the EIGHT unlucky people on the notice board!

The form that needed to be filled in.

At the end of the day, the eight of us laughed after reminiscing on what had happened...oh! What a day!


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Aug 05

It's August...

These are some of the pictures that I've taken recently...


On the way to Kuching City Day's Parade.


Pose!


Sorry Sam...the flash didn't help...
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